Silvan in Arda



Story of Silvan
Portre of the Archmage
Lament of a player




Story of Silvan



Estanessehyarmenello Antafalmarindo (Firstborn from South, Stronghold of Sea-Spirits) that's my name, but you call me Lukas.
I was born long ago, not so far away from here near place you call now Ethellonde. It was the your early second age, when my parents have choosen to move to Lindon, as for me; i was suppesed to follow path of arts of quenya. I was sent to old beeing calling himself Merlac. He tried to teach me some things that were hardly understandable for such a young silva. I prefered swinging a sword (and broom most the time) to meditations and concentration training. Soon i departed Merlac's chambers and made for great unknown outside old tower in place you call Tower Hills.
I began to stroll around Lune River, I've been in Mithlond where I've seen great Lords. I've been in all those places you can imagine, great lakes in the north, khazad underground fortress in Blue Mountains. I've even visited some of dwarven mines (well maybe not as miner, but rather unwanted visitor). I took my time to get to everywhere. After every long journey I returned to Merlac where I was always welcomed. I spent time you call years in wilderness, without sight of sinda or human. It was all like perfect life. I've been in touch with nature. Unforutunately I haven't spent much time studying arts. Sword was my staff, helmet was my cape. Time passed fast. When I was something around your 600 years old I've seen some ships in Mithlond port. I didn't have much to do with dunedains, so I was not interested in meeting thoose firye. From time to time I was meeting another young slivan wizard that preferred sword to staff and wilderness to tower. Her name was Talen. We had a great time exploring Arda together. Now she's sailed West; maybe one time I'll follow her path. But that time my life was quiet, peacefull and exciting.
Soon the Shadow started to grow in strength in Eregion. I heard the vast armies of beeing calling himself Sauron invaded this Noldorian kingdoom. Our King Gil-Galad sent Elrond rimbo to save Eregion but it was too late, Lord Elrond failed to achieve victory and fleed to Rivendell. To our great luck and my great surprise those secondborn from the east, visiting Mithlond from time to time has arrived with huge army and rushed forces of Shadow from Eriador. You may ask, what about me? I was left aside. I was too young and unexperienced to go with Lord Elrond, I was left in Lindon with women and children. I have also not taken part in Numenorean victory in Eregion. I was again left safely at home in Lindon. I've promissed myself that next time, experienced or not, I'll do everything to get into fight!
But the time was passing slowly and nothing was happening. I went again into wilderness for a long time. I've started visiting places like Forchel, Misty Mountains, Harlond. I've even found some time to ask old Merlac for some more training, but I still wasn't wizard in it's full meaning and grace. Once when I was in wilderness a great storm appeared on the east. It last long enough to notice that something wrong is going on. Later I heard that Mithlond gossips that Numenor turned away from Illuvatar faith and allied with Shadow. That was in year 3319 S.A.
I still was away from all problems of this world. I did not care much about something called Arnor near great lake in northern Arda. All was peacefull untill year 2430 S.A. when our King headed for south with our army to serve someting you call Last Alliance. Guess what, I was not taken! This time I decided to stay in Mithlond to be the first to follow Gil-Galad for war. Years passed, I was working on my fighting skills and things you, Atani, call magic. And finally my time has come. In year 3440 S.A. sindarin Lord called Gildor came to Mithlond with message that our King that besiedged stronghold of Shadow called Barad-Dur. After 9 years of siedge we were still unable to destroy Shadow's last post. Our King needed reinforcements. So I finally got enlisted. Early in March of 3441 we set sails for southern ports of country called Gondor which happened to be near the place where i was born. We sailed quite a long and nearly got too late to port called Pelargir. As we were reaching banks of Anduine we had to fight with army of sailors on black sailed ships, calling themselves Corsairs of Umbar. We won, Pelargir was safe. We headed with lord Cirdan and silvan called Amroth to Osgiliath. There, I've seen tall man who later turned out to be our worst problem - Isildur. He was brave, but he was secondborn. What could he know about world of Shadow or arts that created power of Darkness and Light? But back to my story, we headed from Osgiliath towards Minas Morgul, fortress in Ash Mountains, that guarded Cirith Ungol pass. I've been there, I've fought there, I've won there... I also was wounded there... Damm I was also lucky... I'm still at this end of rainbow. I was pretty close to death, fortunately I survived... But it took me loong time to get back on my feet. In the meantime rest of our forces passed Ungol, got into Mordor and fought against hordes of Evil Shadow that rushed out from Barad-Dur. I heard that Isildur's father died with our King, and this man that I saw was then a king of Kingdom on Exhile. Well, I thought the war is over, the peace came to that land and there's nothing interesting to do in Arda. I decided to stay little longer, especialy that I wanted to spend some more time in Amroth's settlement few paces away from the land of my early childhood. For four your years i''ve been recoverying from wounds. But finally I got over and again began to stroll around the land of south. I went to lands called Khand and Harad. I've even seen an Oliphaunt and some Mumakils... From very short distance, to my great missfortune, from to short distance. I still wonder what happened, but as you may have noticed, I'm still alive. I'm unable to describe what happened, but remember my words: oliphaunts are not what they are seem to be from distance. I left Amroth's settlement in early years of third age heading for north. I decided to see little more before I depart East.
I went to north. I finally meet sinda of Thranduil's kingdom. I've also seen mountains northwards from his fortress. But I've never seen and creature called dragon, which were supposed to live somewhere over there. The land was safe so I decided to head home. All my work was done here, nothing left to help with. Lothlorien, Rivendell, remains of Eregion. Yes, yes, I spent long time on self choosen exhile in plains of Eregion. Nothing was left there. It's a land of sadness; empty and destroyed. As was about to depart in my last journey towards Mithlond, when Elrond informed inhabitants of Rivendell, that source of power of Shadow had not beed destroyed yet and the Evil still lurks somewhere in Darkness. Well, damm this Isildur, if he had listened words of our Lords we would be safe since long time. But I had my point in countinuing existance here. However after death of Gil-Galad we elves have not created kingdoom again. We were split, well secured but unable to deliver another deadly attack. Lord Elrond advised us to remain hidden, away from problems of secondborn, away from their succesion wars and mass migrations.
I remained away from problems of Gondor and Arnor, waiting for my time to finish task that I took part in. Around 2800 T.A. I came back to Lindon just to find that most of my friends departed East, even Talen left this world heading for better place. I was left nearly alone, old, stronger, more experienced, but alone. Time went by, humans constantly changed their settlements. Small country of hobbits arose near my beloved Lindon and Tower Hills, Arnor was destroyed long ago, Belegost started to remind dark, stinky hole in the ground, some raiders started to pillage land, all was turning to worse. Finally few years ago some groups of grey dressed dunadans started to show more often in Mithlond. I've heard gossips that new war in South has arisen and soon we shall be needed there. But to my great suprise Cirdan stated that no elven army will be sent to Gondor again. He said that it's not our task to achieve victory this time, our age has passed. I disagreed, we have not succed to complete task we were here for. So when 2 years ago, some dunedain came to Mithlond to recruit allies for war, i asked Lord Cirdan for permission. Permision was granted but I was forbidden to call myself soldier of Lindon. That's how I enlisted Grey Company as allied volunteer. I started to patrol borders of Shire and 4 months ago I was called back to Mithlond. We, the Grey Compay, were to meet dunedain Aragorn (who actually was leader of Grey Company; wierd, I've never meet him) as fast as it's possible. Our leader stated that it's too late to reach Aragorn in Rivendell or place called Edoras, so we should head for Gondor to meet him there. The fastes way we could use was our elven ships of Lord Cirdan. My admiral, shipwright, granted us large supplies and few ships and some old maps of shores of South Gondor and river Anduine. Three months ago we made for Ethellonde to finish what we have started 3000 years ago...




Portre of the Archmage



Before you stands medium size silvan. His face is painted with some strange colour of dark and light green. From longer distance he wouldn't be noticable. His silent breath is hardly heard from such a short distance. The elf himself is silent, easy, but prepared for something... His moves are smooth and fast, his eyes are slowly wathing area as if he was aiming or checknig distance. Strange, but he looks as if he has no emotions. He's wearing dark well fit grey uniform that bears old signs of battles. Large well used dark green hat, light trousers made of some soft skin, and dark heavy shoes. Nothing unique, except small golden anchor pined to his sleeve.

Lukas is a Lieutenant in the army of Gondor
With 83 wins and 0 losses.

He is carrying:

    A message stone.
    Rank insignia.
    A spellbook.
    A spellbook.
    A spellbook.




Lament of a player



Semper fidelis... but to what.
When all i can see around is hunger for power, when all that pass me on the street are "Text based Diablo version" players. When Tolkien's idea of this world is last thing to be cared for. Where your friends are those who kill you with alts and lie to you. Where you're judged by your stats, bank vault, No. of kills. Where the people still belive that they should be free and be able to do whatever they want, no matter the thematic infractions they couse.
Where the only general rule sounds like: "What's not forbidden by code and lawsys, must be allowed". Where administartion hipocrasy is higher than highest peek in Ash Mountains; and is justified by fact of RL like: "we're the keepers", or simply: "I'm big, you're small; I'm right, you're wrong; and you can nothing do about it!".

Explain me why do i worry about this.
It's probably the memory of those years on mud. I guess i'm staying here to prove me that this time, and chances i irrevertably have lost, are not for nothing. That although this is just a game, i don't want to feel that i lost in RL, due to will to be winner here. Unfortunately i have made mistake about winning conditions. And now i have to pay for it.

Tell me why this place is worth comming here, why this is suposed to be fun
Because i have forgotten long ago.


L.

PS. Gondor is indeed something worth of fighting for, but not Anfauglir's, Aule's, Melkor's version of Gondor. Simply the one described by Tolkien. The land that obviously has been forgotten here, just like lots of other things.
Ideas like "impartial", "balance", "pkill", "lawsys", "banks", "alts", "guilds", "assassins/sherifs", "wizards", "healing rangers", "family mud" have made this place "PLAYABLE"! May be dammed the first person that wished for it!.
Too bad Real World is not that Playable, or maybe it's even better...

PS2. As for my true story. Nothing important to be said here. I lived, i had ideas and i had people that seemed to have only thing to do... not to let them come true. Maybe it time for me. Surely it's time to end this pointless lament. "... said the Shan Van Vocht"

February 2002